Why I Love Sunsets So Much

It’s simple really...it means I can go to bed.

For me - sleep is about the most peaceful thing in my life right now - because when I am asleep I don’t have to deal with stuff...

...like pressure, or self doubt - or loneliness.

I’m understand why I am lonely...

...a part of it has to do with the mistakes I made...

...a part of it has to do with the fact that I was absolutely abandoned by some...

...and a part of it has to do with the fact I have a hard time trusting people (used to not have that at all!)

However - in all of this God has used the loneliness to really focus my attention on Him...

...and on the fact we really do need other people in our lives.

So - as I continue to rebuild my life - I will approach friendships cautiously - but with hope as well!

Because - if I truly believe the best is yet to come - then I have to believe it for friendships as well!